In many ways, I’m sort of a jerk. Some of those ways have proved quite beneficial. I have a remarkable ability to hear stories of terrible tragedy in the lives of others and then wander off wondering if I should have peanut butter and jelly crackers for lunch or chips and salsa. It is not my memory that sucks. It is just that reality has never really seemed, well, all that real to me. But more like a book or a movie.
Life is real to me when I am in the story. In the moment. While I am listening to the heart-rending tale I’ll cry my head off right along with the teller. But once I close that book and move on to the next… I guess the old expression “out of sight, out of mind” really does sum me up.
This sort of “professional distance” (I used to hear lots of horrible stories and real life nightmares regularly as a part of my job) has allowed David Mark Brown, common citizen, to roam the earth pretty care-free. Hurrah. But as a novelist it is death.